I know I am a sane woman with the capacities to reason, to plan, problem solve, to think clearly and cleverly, to comprehend ideas, to use my own talents and abilities, and to learn new things. I am a very level headed woman, a very responsible woman, a very intelligent, informed, woman. But when it comes to Robert pattinson, I simply loose my mind! No.. I am not a teen aged girl with hormones raging,( but my hormones are raging!)

I am after all a wife, mother of 4 adult children and grandmother of 4. So why am I so obsessed with Robert Thomas Pattinson? I am still trying to figure that one out myself. ( Oh Did I mention I was a black woman)

The thing is I love movies and i adore all actors and admire their works, i have been known to enjoy a movie over and over atleast 10-20 times within about a 3 year span. But here i am looking at twilight for about the 34th time in one month!

What the hell is wrong with me,.. i asked myself. Everytime i look at that movie i get caught up in Edward Cullen, i become Bella!

I become this 17 yr old girl in love with a vampire! I was compelled to read all the books so i had to buy them first. and I am not a big book reader and these are some thick books! But i am reading them, carrying them around with me like gold nuggets everywhere i go. I had to buy a t-shirt and The Cullen crest that Alice wears, i am obsessed with everything twilight, then I was obsessed with Edward and Bella, and Then obsessed with The love ( i want to see in real life between Robert and Kristen).

Now i have to watch every video with Robert in it. ( thank you youtubers) I am obsessed. I need a Robert Fix daily. I get dizzy just thinking about watching his videos, or hearing him sing. i feel intoxicated just typing about it.
I feel totally drunk and high and young and gitty and sexy and I have been effing my husbands brain out for the past month- when i was first bit by the twilight bug. (And by the way Hubby loves every minute of it) He can’t wait for me to see new moon and see where that takes our love life.

So now i am trying to separate my feelings,
Am i in love with Robert Pattinson? Yes and no.

I am in love with him, he is so delicious to look upon, he is such a sweet voice to listen to, he is simply funny and adorable. So yes i am in love with him for that. He is very talented and hot. But mostly I am in love with the way the whole situation makes me feel so alive and young and free. How it all just seems to fit and blend right into my real life.

I can not explain it any better than that. Now Here i am creating a blog so i can write about my feelings daily. A very intimate blog that will detail just how wrapped up in this sage I am. I needed another outlet, another avenue to display my affections for Robert Pattinson. Another place to post pictures of his beautiful face and body. Another place to post videos of his interviews and such. Another place to drool over him. So this is it, my own personal Robert Pattinson fan blog. My own personal little Robsession.

This is not for children, I am 51 yrs young. To old to bite my tongue or play nice. This is a raw truth blog. So if you can’t handle my version of truth don’t read here.

I already had a plan before I discovered twilight. I plan to live forever. I am a health junkie, and a raw foodist. I plan to never grow old. (yes i can do that if i want to) And I guess you could say that just looking at Robert Pattinson on a daily bases is like a tonic of youth and beauty and hotness and i love every minute i spend with him.

However I am not stupid, I am well aware that I will never meet or be with Robert Pattinson, nor do I really want to…..well lets just say that if by some snow ball in hell chance i ever did meet Robert Pattinson and he decided he wanted me, I would totally be his. But on the reality of such a thing I am not holding my breath, or any illusions or anything like that.

I really want Robert Pattinson to F**ck Kristen Stewart’s brains out on a regular basic , ah, I mean date Kristen Stewart in real life. ( I don’t see nothin wrong……)

So I am not you know….whatever…. crazy or anything.

I also know that Robert Pattinson is NOT Edward Cullen in the flesh as some fans seem to think..( now that is crazy)
Catch up people and weed fact from fiction….

However, I think he (Robert) is like a drug that makes me high, he makes me glow or something, I know it sounds silly, but it is what it is.

He adds something wonderful to my life. He is hot for sure.

Then I transfer all that hotness to my husband Who I call “Mr. Big“) who is by the way hot in his own sweet and sexy way and my rock and my everything in this world, and I love him more than ever before. He is my best friend in the whole world and we have always been in love but now we reach new levels that are simply delicious and fantastic.

Thanks Robert, I don’t know what you got but you brought sexy back in more ways then you will ever know.

I saw on an interview when Robert Pattinson was asked who would he like to be his top friend, and he said GOD. Well Robert i assure you GOD is indeed your top friend. Because you are on fire!( and i mean that in the most fantastic way) God is and has blessed you sweetie and he will surely continue..
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